Just when I think that humans are okay, I get slapped right in the face, of course I will explain why.
Death (my superhero) was right, I am baffled by the amount of suffering one human can inflict upon another and not be able to explain why, you are responsible for you actions, own up to them and take the consequences. Seems as though this world is full of s**t. I am trying to cool my mind down a little and try to organise inside my mind what I want to write, without fifty thousand profanities spilling out onto the proverbial page, this is difficult since I tend to swear like a sailor. Most of the time i can ignore this type of thing (not on purpose, as humans we have to learn, though some of us don’t learn anything because they’re stupid, either that or they refuse to take any blame for their own actions?), but this particular situation has gone beyond a joke and beyond tolerable. I know I can’t take on each battle and expect to win, sometimes I must step aside and let what happens to occur, but this time I utterly refuse to stand by and do nothing, definitely time to explain myself lmao. I will try my best.
I won’t divulge details as that breaks trust and rules, my friend home educates and home ed is full of web weaving idiots but within the community of home ed are the rare few good people who go out of their way to help you, my friend is one of the rarities, when I moved down to Wales, it was a new beginning, I knew no-one, she was the one who started talking to me and being enthusiastic about things, quickly she has become a really good friend and our twisted sense of humour blend perfectly (people who know me, know I don’t easily make friends, even as a kid, I was eager but not willing to change myself to fit in, which then left me pretty much isolated) and she means a lot to me, even though trying to voice that is pretty hard, as I am not exactly good with expressing my emotions on a verbal level. More recently two people in particular have been out to make her life a misery (she has six kids a hubby and several pets) anyway, social services were involved, instigated by morons hoping to drop her in at the deep end and for no reason. Although it is not the same two who are stirring the cauldron this time, it would seem she is being made a scapegoat for someone else’s mistake or mistakes. The older more logical part of me tells me that I need to be there for her and that is exactly what I’m doing, she can rant rave and vent with me (I’m not saying I am the only one she can do this to, I know it sounds like that), I’m not perfect and I’m not one to judge, yet why do I feel I’m doing nothing? I know she said via PM last night that she felt guilty for dragging me further in and for leaning on me, so I replied to her that I prefer it to being shut out and that I’m here for her no matter what.
She does not deserve what these morons are putting her through and I truly hope that karma comes back to bite these people so hard it hurts.
This type of annoyance belongs in the playground, this type of behaviour doesn’t belong in society and yet it is there for everyone to see should you choose to see it. I’m tired of idiots and morons who refuse to accept that they made the mess, just own up and get something done about it, don’t push your lack of responsibility or whatever onto someone else because I know you know what you’re doing, I just hope you’re caught out and the consequences come to steam roll you.
With that being said and off my chest I now feel drained, so off to take a soak before writing, I even had an idea for a short story called – Helm of darkness (inspired by the helmet Hades wears to become invisible, which is called – the helm of darkness)